Thursday, May 19, 2005

There will be no blog entry until July.

There will be no more blog entry for this month of May and June. No reason will be given as you will get the answer on the 1st of July. I am effectively on hiatus. :)
And I will be back bolder, better and tv series more than ever. :)

Thank you.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Being FAT is NOT a CRIME.

I am FAT.
Get it?
Is that clear?

So, stop telling me that I am fat, because OBVIOUSLY I am. And telling me that I am fat, is like telling me something that I already know 5 years ago.

Thanks for the news update, but I rather not read about yesterday's news.

Although not all Malaysian Sports is in the dumps, the MAJORITY of Malaysian Sports ARE in the dumps. And I am NOT the only person "Disparaging" it. Everyday, in the local newspaper, there is controversy/scandal...etc about sports in Malaysia. So, just because I am FAT doesn't mean I can't "disparage" MY OWN COUNTRY'S Sports? Does that make me less patriotic? Do I need to be banish because I wrote badly about my OWN COUNTRY'S sports?

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Minor Tweaking of blog.

I will be tweaking my blog yet again. So, if you encounter any weirdness, just bear with it. thanks.

Friday, May 13, 2005

The ONLY way to stop Peer-to-Peer

The Entertainment industry thinks that by suing everyone they can save their dying/losing money/whatever they think it is industry. Yes, suing works! I have to admit, it does work. But it is a very short term strategy. They can't possibly stop everything just by suing. Assuming they can shut down all bittorrent trackers, which will render bittorrent useless. There are still MANY other Peer-To-Peer clients/networks out there in the World Wild Web! Some are PRIVATE network that only caters for friends and families. Some have major encryption that it would take major CPU power, time or maybe even money to break into them. Maybe they (Entertainment Industry) might win the battle in taking out bittorrent tracker sites (we might never know though), but they sure ain't hell going to win the war. So, assuming bittorrent it totally wiped out. The downloaders will still download only the option would be others Peer-To-Peer networks!

Think about it. Before there was bittorrent, people were still happily downloading via other Peer-To-Peer networks. The only advantage that bittorrent has is that downloaders are able to download at a faster pace. So, wiping out bittorrent isn't going to stop downloaders or cut down the spreading of copyrighted content! They only managed to bring everyone back to the days before bittorrent. And, as I remember correctly, I was using emule, kazaa..etc. So, will the spreading of copyrighted content lessen after wiping out bittorrent? Yes and No. Yes as in, some people that doesn't know how to use other Peer-To-Peer network will be lost. No as in, there is still TONS of Peer-To-Peer client that downloaders can use.

So, the ONLY way to stop Peer-To-Peer is........SHUT DOWN THE INTERNET. It's a 100% method to stop the spreading of copyrighted contents!

Thursday, May 12, 2005

I have feelings too..... aka TO THOSE THAT

I just don't understand why people just don't like what I do. Not as if what I am doing is going to cause "The End Of The World" or something like that. The only reason that people don't like what I do is that the things I do doesn't fit into their "ideal" world. They are just selfish people that doesn't think about other people's feelings.

I allow other people to attack my blog, flame it and even ridicule it because I understand what they felt, what they are thinking and why they are doing it.

However, I also have to at least counter some of their attack. That's why I take their attack/flame and ridicule and explain the best I can or I ask why they did what they did.

Just to tell those that dislike what I do and will shot down anything that I say. I have feelings too, you know. I am only just human.


....Don't really like what I am doing with my blog.

My answer : What is the problem anyway? Not forcing you to visit my blog.

....Don't like my attitude.

My answer : What you want to me do? Become the "perfect" person that you would like to see?

....Don't understand what I am doing.

My answer : Tell me what you don't understand? I am willing to explain it till the end of time.

....Just don't like me no matter what I do.

My answer : Why?

....That thinks I am just an idiot that doesn't know A to Z.

My answer : Fine by me. I know I am not that idiot.

....That thinks everything I do is silly/ridiculous/stupid.

My answer : I didn't think what I am doing is silly/ridiculous or even stupid. But if you think so, so be it. Since nothing I say or do will change anything.

....That understands and support me.

Thank you very much for your understanding and support.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Old Clocktower....

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Old clocktower in my town of Kulim. Taken while driving (please don't try this while driving).

I wish that just for one second.....

One second.
One second in my
One second in my life
One second in my life that people
One second in my life that people would actually
One second in my life that people would actually at least
One second in my life that people would actually at least listen to
One second in my life that people would actually at least listen to me for
One second in my life that people would actually at least listen to me for at least
One Second.

Saturday, May 07, 2005


Here are Quotes that I have collected from games, movies/tv series and book...etc. Some are just normal quotes that I like. Most of them are NOT special or famous.

A quote I created for one of my forum signature:

  • I was someone without a life....I was given a second chance.

From my friend, may she find the pieces of the puzzle that fits her:
  • Sometimes a puzzle is finding pieces, trying to make a whole.
    Sometimes a puzzle is having a whole, trying to make pieces.
    Sometimes pieces that fit together belong to different puzzles.
    Sometimes pieces that do not fit are bent and twisted until they do.
    Sometimes the pieces are broken and should just be swept up.

From Final Fantasy VI:
  • I'm Atma...Left here since birth...Forgotten in the river of time...I've had an eternity to ponder the meaning of things. And now I have an answer...

Unknown source:
  • Even if the whole world turns against you... I'll be on your side!
  • You always reached out to me and helped me believe.
  • His Goal is Freedom
    His Strategy is Peace
    His Weapon is Humanity
    His Triumph changed the World Forever........
  • When you take a life, you lost a part of yourself.
  • If you love someone, let it be and set him/her free, if he/she comes back to you , its meant to be so.
  • There's a miricle called "Friendship"
    That dwells within the heart
    And you don't know how it happens
    Or where it gets it's start.
    But the happiness it brings you
    Always gives a special lift,
    And you realize that "Friendship"
    Is Gods most precious gift.
  • If you can go through life without experiencing pain, you probably haven't been born yet
  • All who was victimised and died at the scene...May you be in a more wonderful place by now...
    All friends and families of the deceased...May you have great strength and Faith to carry on...Deepest condolences to you all...
    All died in attempts of rescue...The world salutes your courage and selfless acts...Rest in peace...
    All who's still at the scenes in attempts of rescue...May the Lord be with you...have great courage and we salute you all...
    All who continues to wait for news of their loved ones and refuses to believe it's all over, not quite yet...Have Faith...May the Lord walk you through the journey...
    To the people of America...take care and we'll pray with you...
    To the people of the world who was angered and saddened by the "tragic acts of these madmen"...let's stick together and show them that their time is near...and hope that it will all end very soon...that those responsible will be brought to justice...and that terrorism will end just here...
  • BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us
  • The time to hide, is gone. The time to regret, is over. The time to live, is now.
  • Some people have one of those days..I have one of those lives!!!

From Early Edition:
  • What if you get tommorow's news, today?

From Lord of the Rings:
  • "Three rings for the Elven-kings under the sky,
    --Seven for the Dwarf-lords in their halls of stone,
    Nine for Mortal Men doomed to die,
    --One for the Dark Lord on his dark throne
    In the Land of Mordor where the Shadow lie.
    --One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them,
    --One Ring to bring the all in the darkness bind them
    In the Land of Mordor where the Shadow lie."

From forum signatures:
  • If you noticed this notice, you'll notice that this notice is not worth noticing.

From Voices of a Distant Star:

"We may be the first generation of lovers separated by time and space"
"Ours will be the first generation of lovers parted between Earth and space."

From Time Machine:
  • I travel 800,000 years into the future to find the answer to the question "Why I can't change the past?"

From Star Wars:
  • Fear Leads to anger , anger leads to hate ,to hate Leads to suffering..

From Buffy the Vampire Slayer:
  • Is forever good for you?

From Charmed:
  • The very real possibility of dying young,it's like history repeating itself

From a junk mail? forum? Can't remember:
10 things you'll never see in a game

10: A captured princess escapes on her own
9: the last boss says "you killed my entire army". I give up
8: fighting game character "talk things through"
7: The Chosen One says "nahh, i am not really up for this whole save the world thing"
6: An ugly female character
5: an honest to goodness nude code
4: pascifists
3: the future becomming a bright, cheerful place
2: a skater, snowboarder or biker NOT "taking it to the extreme"
1: Scantily clad men

From a fanfic I wrote:
  • To the darkness sea I dive,
    From the madness I hide,
    One death brings a life,
    From the ashes I rise.

Never Far Apart
With eyes closed--open to an image, a dream,
Heart racing, faces flushed,
Phantom lips and noses touch,
Entwined, entangled, enmeshed, enslaved.
A dream, a heaven, a reality,
Of warmth and safety--immortality,
Life-eternal in each other's hearts.
Lids glow--brilliant orb, a rising star,
Heart pounding grasps from afar,
Reaching--reaching--eluding grasp,
Futility--lucid, with morning,
Moments true, but moments past.
Dawn--a new moment, a new dream,
Rising hopes--constant hearts, do seem,
Never far apart.

Never Far Apart
by Heather Marie Abissi

To The End
There is a vision,
on the horizon,
A glory;
bloody glory,
To take the place of an old enemy,
On top of the mountain,
of the highest honour,
To be as they say,
Most active forum,
With the star as the witness,
Shall we triumph and soar,
or shall we be a bore,
Only time will tell,
Only soldiers will fight the battle,
Only soldiers will fight the war,
to the last blood,
to the last breath,
to the end.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Gokusen (Live-action)

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Fresh out of college, Kumiko "Yankumi" Yamaguchi becomes a math teacher at Shirokin high school. Unfortunately for her, she's assigned by the school board as the homeroom teacher for class 3-D, which happens to be the class of delinquent students. When the class attempts to make a living hell out of Yankumi's career, they fail as her persistence and aggression gain her respect. However, little does anyone in the school know that Yankumi is actually heir to the Oedo Group - one of Tokyo's most powerful yakuza clans. If anyone finds out that Yankumi is a yakuza member, her career as a teacher could be in jeopardy.

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Kumiko "Yankumi" Yamaguchi in her Yakuza Mode.

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Yankumi in her normal mode.

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Yankumi's grandfather. He will be the last "Ojou" of the Oedo Group because Yankumi doesn't want to take over the family business.

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Second In Command of the Oedo Group.

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Henchman of the Oedo group, but is very close with Yankumi and her grandfather. He likes/loves Yankumi.

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Another Henchman of the Oedo group, he is also very close with Yankumi and her grandfather.

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Yankumi's students.

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Everything I do doesn't make sense..

People keep on saying/telling me that the things I do doesn't make sense at all.

People think that...

It doesn't make sense that I hate football.

It doesn't make sense that I am boycott-ing Spiderman 3.

It doesn't make sense that I think Jdramas are better than Kdramas.

It doesn't make sense that I promote my blog, but don't care if no one reads it.

It doesn't make sense that I post huge screen shots while thumbnails are available.

It doesn't make sense that the anime I am currently watching are "lousy animes".

It doesn't make sense that I am not into any religion, but I believe in God

It doesn't make sense that my blog load so slowly.

It doesn't make sense that my blog have a sidebar full of links!

It doesn't make sense that my blog totally don't make sense at all.

So, I want to ask, what kind of sense do I really need to "make sense"?

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Mahsuri's Curse of Langkawi, 7 generation of misfortune and tragedy might have already passed, but Mahsuri is still crying.

Mahsuri was a beautiful maiden of Muslim Siamese descent. As with admiration in some, there will always be jealousy in others. Mahsuri's mother-in-law was insanely jealous of her beauty and popularity. She took the opportunity one day to rid Mahsuri as she accused her of adultery during the absence of her husband who had gone off to war. Adultery by local law was a sin punishable by death. Mahsuri was executed in public. As she pleaded her innocence, the executioner plunged a 'keris' or dagger into her. To his surprise, Mahsuri's blood trickled white which signified that she was innocent.

Upon death, Mahsuri placed a curse on Langkawi and its people. For 7 generations, there was to be much tragedy and misfortune. Over years of warring with the Siamese and other natural disasters that befell the island, Langkawi was left to its own. It was said that at one time, buffaloes even outnumbered villagers . It was not until the 80's that the 7th generation passed and the curse was finally lifted.

Most people would have known about the "Curse of Mahsuri". And most people are convinced that the cursed has long been lifted from the Island of Langkawi. I believed that too. The curse indeed seems to have been lifted as Langkawi now is developing into the new era!

However, I don't believe that Mahsuri has already forgiven the people of Langkawi yet. Why I am saying this? Well, I have lived in Langkawi for about one and a half years. I was studying there. My campus is near Langkawi International Airport.

Why I think Mahsuri hasn't forgiven the people of Langkawi even though her cursed has already been lifted? Well, while I was in Langkawi, when it rains, I could hear the voice of a woman crying. The sound of the rain is like a woman crying. I believe it is Mahsuri crying at the injustice that the people of Langkawi treated her.

To think that 7 generation of misfortune and tragedy that befalls the people of Langkawi that Mahsuri's soul can finally rest in peace. And yet, while I was there, I could hear her crying. Why is she still crying? Why?

I believe "Mahsuri's Curse" might be over, but I also believe that her soul continues to seek the justice that she was deprived of since her death and Mahsuri's blood still taint on the island she died on. I believe unless Mahsuri is given the justice she deserved, she will continue to cry when is rains on the Island of Langkawi.

The curse of seven generation might have been lifted, but I think "Mahsuri's Curse" continues on till this day.

Renovation blog (again)

I will be renovating my blog to make it look better over the week. So, any weirdness, please ignore.

Thanks for your patiences!

Monday, May 02, 2005

People underestimate me.

hmm...I realised you have pretty cheap taste in anime.

Ok ok...i know what you are going to reply next.
" This is my ANIME!!!! I don't care what people thinks about my taste and I will continue to watch my ANIME!!!! Who are you to comment on my taste!"

Well, I seriously think that you have lousy taste.
kiddy | 05.02.05 - 12:05 pm | #

Seriously and frankly and honestly, people really underestimate me. I only started serious anime watching a few years ago and I am not a picky person. So far, no one noticed that my anime list which is listed here is just too little. That's because I (REPEAT) I only seriously started watching animes a few years ago.

Anyway, I will watch ANY animes that I can get my hands on. But the only limitation is my hardisk space and also the seeders of the animes. Availability is the main factor. So, if I can't find episode 1 of an anime, I will put that off first until I can find and download it. So, I will try to download any animes that is available WITH subtitles at the bittorrent sites.

And kiddy, I suspect you are just upset or very upset because of my articles Jdramas beat the crap out of Kdramas and Jdramas beat the crap out of Kdramas (II).

And lastly, I don't rate animes. I don't rate "lousy taste", nor I will rate "good taste", because I think so far ALL animes are GREAT. Maybe in this lifetime, I won't be able to watch ALL of them, but still EACH and EVERY animes I will say they are GREAT!
Now, I rate Animes. However, I will still try to watch all of them(if I can).

Oh yeah, before I forgot, I will watch everything that is related to tv except Kdramas. So, the only thing that I really have "BAD TASTE" "LOUSY TASTE" is only towards Kdramas.

One more thing kiddy, you forgot to recommend "GOOD TASTE" animes to me, so that I can put them on my anime queue (probably they are already on it), but I guess you are just too upset and forgot to tell me the animes that are "GOOD TASTE". Next time, please list down any "GOOD TASTE" anime so I can go download it as soon as possible. Thank you. And thank you for visiting my blog and commenting.